Hello, it's been a while!
A lot has happened and changed in the last twelve months, and I think I ended up running slightly obsessively to cope! Which, ultimately ended up in me becoming completely burnt out. Twice.
Once you can forgive, but twice, surely that's just stupid!
I run to manage my stress levels, the more stress, the more I run. Until I break, and I can run no more. Then I become a tired, miserable, lump. Moping on the sofa. Fed up, because not only do I lack the energy to run, I also lack the energy to do anything other than go to work, eat and sleep. Totally convinced it's all everyone else's fault, and absolutely nothing to do with my inability S-L-O-W down.
I'm sorry Mr Runner. I promise I'll try super hard not to do it again...
So I had to hang my trainers up for a little bit. Accept defeat, and allow my body the chance to recover.
Before getting my trainers back out again, and trying not to be so silly next time! Fingers crossed....
welcome back....we missed the posts!
ReplyDeleteThanks 😊 Hoping to try and post a bit more regularly from now on!
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